Insanity day 1

So I started Insanity today as planned and OMGoodness. It was so hard. I was litterally panting . I am kinda not looking forward to tomorrows workout. The good thing is that I know I got a lot done today. It was intense! Also, something else that happened today; I got chewed out today by my husband. It was like 4:00pm and he asked me what I ate today and I told him I haden't eaten and wasn't hungry and he started yelling at me saying he is tired of me not eating and he is going to have to babysit me again and all this other stuff saying he is going to make sure I eat breakfast when he eats and all other meals too. Then he made me drink an oatmeal bannana smoothie. I was kinda frustrated. I have been stuck at 201 for about 6 days now and it is so frustrating. I wanted to fast until I got over this little slump. I don't want to have a babysitter to make sure I am eating, but I know its probably best for me. I just really want this weight off.Also, thanks to my one reader for all your support. Sorry I can't be more exciting! lol Also here is some thinspiration for you!

looks like i screwed up this weekend

Let me start off by saying I didn't meet my goal weight of breaking 200lbs by friday. On top of that we all know it was easter thiss weekend.(happy easter) and I completley blew my diet. I ate candy, cookies, cake, pudding, drank coke and sweet tea. I didn't think much into it then but now I feel really bad about it. I mean everything I worked for is probably back already. So my plan now is to do a flush of my system today and tdy to detox and get back on track. I plan on starting insanity tomorrow. Im excited but scared and nervous as well. On another note; I had amazing sex lastnight. Me and my husband going into the hot tub at around 9 and we had candles lit to set the mood. I had a glass of mascoto and a beer and we fucked like we never had before. I came so hard. Then he ended up finishing in my mouth. We did it again about 30 minutes later. Im happy after 6years and 2 kids we have more passion fpr eachother then we have every had. Probably because we know he will be leaving in 3 months and will be gone for about 6 1/2. I love him. All in all(except for my diet failure) this weekend was great.

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Finally!

I am finally past the 203 mark! I weighed this morning and was 201.2. I am so excited to be getting this weight off. My goal is to be out of the 200's by saturday. Once I get out of the 200's I plan on rewarding myself with a prize of some sort. Maybe a massage by my husband. =) I worked out today and did 1/2 an hour. I burned 337 calories which is not bad for 30 minutes. I feel good. I am especially proud that I have lost this much weight and started working out this soon after I have had my baby. 1 more lb and I am at the weight I was before I had my baby, which was 3 weeks ago. I had sex with my husband lastnight for the first time since the baby( well vaginally. We were doing anal(OUCH) and it was so good. Makes me horny thinking about it. I just know how easy it is to get pregnant after you have a baby so I am really hoping I don't get pregnant again. I can't wait till I am able to get on birth control in two weeks. Also I made an appointment to get my wisdom teeth cut out on April 17th. (OUCH) The only good thing about that is that I probably wont be able to eat for about a week. Well I have to eat a little if I will be breastfeeding, but it will probably have to be liquid food like soups and stuff. Thats fine with me. I am going to take more pics tomorrow of my progress since two weeks ago. I wont post them though. Not yet anyway; I am way too embaressed.

THINSPIRATION-THINK THIN!

Back to 203

I wish the number was lower, but atleast its lower then yesterday. Im ready to cuddle in bed sleep with my husband and sleep. I have a terrible migraine. 3 tylonal and no relief so far. Ready to start insanity tomorrow possibly.sorry for such a short post

Trying to stay positive.

I am feeling down today. I did lose weight lastnight so I am back to 204, however I have been extremley sad/ frustrated all day long. Oh and besides that, I lost my keys. Freeking great. Now I'm pissed because I remeber I still have to look for them. I need a cigrette, but I don't even smoke. I want one bad. I hate feeling like this. I have every reason to be happy. Why am I not? I will have a good day tomorrow. I will.

Fuck

Im at 205 again this morning. Fuck. Thats all.

203

I went from 217 to 203 in just 12 days. My head has been killing me because of calorie restriction I think. It feels good, but I know I cant start this shit again. I hope the headaches stop and my body heals fast so I can workout again. I am starting Insanity soon and am excited.i hope the weight keeps falling off. My husband stays on my ass all the time about if im eating or not because im losing weight so fast. Its fine though. I know he cares.

I feel it coming

I feel my ed coming back. I don't want it to, but I find myself restricting more and more without even realizing it. Its 4:00 in the afternoon and all I have eaten today is a bananna oatmeal milk shake. My head hurts. I know I can't start this again. I have two kids to take care of, one of which I am breastfeeding. I don't want to take any nutrition away from her. I don't want to be sick again.

Well looks like I lost another lb lastnight. Pretty excited to get back on track with my weightloss. Here is a great website for ab workouts that seem to work and be pretty easy. I am excited to start it tomorrow. Possibly today.http://www.wholeliving.com/150931/6-core-truths Here are some thispirational photos

IM BACK! [[Post baby body]][& other life changing events]

Hey everyone. I know I haven't been on in a while. I have been waiting on a very special moment to come back. I am now the mother to a beautiful baby girl named Natalie. I am so blessed to have such a great lady in my life. She is such a good baby and only cries when she is hungry. I am lucky to have two great kids. It has been 8 days since I have had her and the day I left the hospital I weighed 217. I am now down to 205 and only 5 days away from my pre baby weight. I have to admit the weight is coming off fairly easy. I have worked out lightly since I have had her, but have tried not to do too much. I have purchased the Insanity workout plan and I will be starting that next week.I have already done the fit test and I was sore after just one workout. I hope to be back to my pre baby body at least by the time my daughter is 3 weeks old. I am breastfeeding and have been eating super healthy(mostly just chicken). I want to lose weight the right way this time. I want to get to my goal weight 150 as soon as possible.

   In other news, I will be moving in about 5 months because my husband has joined the military! I am so proud of him, but also very scared to be away from him for the 2 1/2 months he will be at basic. I am hoping we can move with him to AIT when he goes since he will be there for 5 months. He will be in Georgia at that time. I am so excited to see where we will be living after that. I am hoping for somewhere with a beach. Hawii hopefully.lol My husband is going to be a Multi-Channel Transmission Systems operator. Apparently it is a very good job. I am of course worried about deployment and when that time comes I am sure it will be very difficult. I just have to remember that this is making a better life for me and my children. I will just pray nothing happens to him. I love him to death. He is my bestfriend and I couldn't imagine living without him. I am sure to miss him terribley when he is gone. Anyway thats it for today! I will post more later and I am so happy to be back!