Wednesday, July 6, 2011

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 I purged today. It felt amazing; I feel clean and pure once again. The binge however wasn't that good.  I love my new job. Today was a great first day and I really hope tomorrow is too. There is a down side to my new job though; they make you eat with the kids at lunch time. You have to eat what they bring you from the cafeteria. They said that we are role models and if we don't eat, the kids wont eat. So, yea. Not exactly what I had in mind, but at least its fat free, low sugar food.





 I need to plan what I ear after work a little better.  Something very low calorie. I also need to integrate some exercise each day. At least an hour. I have to pull any energy I can out because I am going to work 8hrs a day as a teacher, go to college for 3hrs on Thursday and Saturday, and be a wife and mother. I can do this!  I will find the will power. And I wanted to say thank you to all my followers and to my new partner Heather. If anyone else needs support I will be happy to text you through out the day as well. We will get through this.

4 comments:

  1. Purging sucks... but the way I feel afterwards is pretty rewarding. Which is kind of sick. lol.

    And dude, I know how you feel about being worn out. I don't know how me and other moms do it, but you just gotta put on those tennis shoes and run. It's hard, but once you start, you get this high like you never want to stop... until you get really tired. lol.

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  2. That sucks, that you're forced to eat with the children. But I guess they have a point, regardless. Still, it doesn't make it any easier!
    I wish you luck though, and hopefully you'll find a way to plan out your nights and be successful! Maybe try eating only veggies at night? They're all very low calorie, and if you feel like you need to keep eating, they're totally guiltless.

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  3. Oh hun, believe me I love to purge too but its so bad bad bad. Just stay safe! Also Try cucumbers for snakes after work they're really low cal and tasty. And try playing some kind of active game with the kids that way you burn calories and they have fun! stay strong and safe love.

    -Kim

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  4. I am so glad to hear that you like your new job!
    That is always wonderful. :)
    Hopefully you do not have to eat a lot of food when you are with the kids. :\
    Fruits and veggies at night work best for me.
    I hope you can figure something out, and that you are doing well.
    Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3

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