A Shitty Haircut & A Rude Comment(88 Continued)

 I got my hair cut today by a friend and told her not to make my hair short, and guess what?? ITS SHORT. I was trying to grow my hair out from when I last cut it, but nooooooo that's too much to ask. So I have this shitty hair cut and I know I hate it and as soon as I walk in the door my husband and all his friends are in my house playing FIFA Soccer. This is how the conversation went as soon as I walked in the door Angel: " Why did you get it short" Me: I didn't, Laura cut it short" " I don't like it short, its fucking ugly when its short." WTF right? He said it in front of 5 of his guy friends and embarrassed the shit out of me. That's good for my self esteem right? So I told him that shit hurt my feelings and he said he was joking of course like all men say. I didn't think that shit was funny.
  Also I have been getting dizzy all day long. I ate 380 calories today so I am sure that's why. But that also makes me feel good because I know I am doing something right. I hope I lose some more by tomorrow. I had a great workout today and I am pleased with my progress. How have you been doing? Leave me Thinspirational Thoughts! =)

New Haircut

After Workout( I know I look like shit, don't judge me)

This Is Bullshit.(88 days)

Weight: 200. fucking 8
Goal Weight: 162.2
New Weight:199.6


  I am so fucking pissed this morning because of the fact that I gained .4lbs. What that fuck is that about? I mean really, I ate way less then I have been yesterday and I worked out for a little longer so I am completely baffled that I GAINED weight! How could this happen? I was doing so well. I thought that maybe it has to do with the large water I drank this morning, but even so that is really some bullshit. I wanted to see a number in the 100's today. I was sure I was going to see 199. It also could be a malfunction with my scale hopefully because it needs battery's. Who am I kidding? I am just making up excuses. I must have gotten on and off the scale 25 times hoping that the number would change. I picked up my(digital) scale and moved it around hoping it would change. It didn't. My stomach is growling and I am starving, but I refuse to eat anything today until that scale say 190-something. I don't care if its 199.9 that scale better change today if my body knows whats good for it. Also I wanted to clear something up. My ultimate goal weight is like 140-135, but I want to be at 162.2 88 days from now.

Edit: I just weighed myself again after a little while and it said 199.6. Hello 100's!!  I am so excited!

  On another note I want to say welcome to my new followers! I am glad to have you and I look forward to reading your blogs. I love to hear from my readers so go leave some Thinspirational Thoughts!

Lunch:
Whole wheat bagle
Cream cheese
1/2 Can Progresso Soup
Total Calories: 380

Dinner:  Spaghetti
Total Calories: 400

Daily Calories:780

XOXO-
Victoria

89 days to go&feeling great!

Weight:200.4
Goal weight:162.2


Breakfast:
Rice Cake
Granola Bar
Total Calories: 200

Lunch:
Corn on the cob
Yogurt
Total Calories: 200

Dinner:
Corn On Cob
Coffee(3)
Total Calories: 180

Daily Calories: 580

Exercise: 1hr Elliptical, Run, Ab's, jump rope, punching bag, speed bag.


 I weighed myself this morning and I lost another lb! i am super excited to keep up the great work. I feel like the less I eat each day the less I can eat the next day. Its a great feeling. However, my fiance is worried about me because he doesn't want me to be starving myself or purging. I told him I haven't been purging at all, I am not sure if he believes me. He told me that if he feels like I am starving myself that he will put an end to my diet. I have to make sure I am constantly eating something every few hours. I have found that rice cakes are great and only 50 Calories. Also apples that are cut up into slices are great too because you can eat one or two every hour that way you will trick your body into thinking your not hungry.


Question for my readers: do you weigh everyday, twice a day, multiple times a day, or once a week?Also, what is your favorite way to stay full with low calories?

This is my husbands sexy ass boxer body. And I look like I do? No, not for long.(this pic was taken a while back, he looks even better now.)

Evening Notes: I am very happy with my calorie intake today. I can't wait to weigh tomorrow! =)

Weigh In day 3(90 days to go) & other things

Weight: 201.0
Goal Weight:162.2

Breakfast:
Whole Wheat Cheese Crackers
Total Calories: 190

Lunch:

4OZ Meat
1Apple
Miscellaneous-60 ( what ever else may have entered my mouth)
Total Calories: 330

Dinner:
Cereal
Total Calories:350


Daily Total: 870





   So it looks like I only lost .2 of a lb yesterday. I am kind of disappointed in myself because I didn't lose more, but then I realized that it is only the second day and I have already lost 2lbs. I am super sore today which makes me happy. I just need to workout more today and eat less. I can do this. WE can do this. I am going to create a thinspo slide show for you guys today. We can do this. Keep up the good work!



  Notes: I was absolutly starving today! I only had about 440 calories then ended up caving around 10PM or so and ate some cereal.My workout wasn't very intense today because I was so sore. I am excided to see how sore I am tomorrow. I feel like I am making progress, but I am not making it as fast as I would like to. I need to lose like 3.3lbs a week to reach my goal, but I want to do it faster. Have you heard of the ABC diet? What do you think about it? Have you tried it? Also I need to lose 3.07lbs a week to reach my goal.

Where I am(ugh)

Where I will be once again!



Your Daily Thinspiration!!

Ill get there.

Weigh In Day 2(91 days to go)

Weight: 201.4
Goal Weight: 162.2

Breakfast:
Egg whites(3)
1 Large Apple
Total Calories:131

Lunch:
Whole Wheat Bagel
2Tbsp Cream Cheese
Drink of protein drink
Total Calories: 330

Dinner:
1 Apple
1Cup Zucchini
Protein Drink
Total Calories: 318




Exercise: 30-45 Minutes. Elliptical, boxing, jump rope, Ab's.

Total: 779


  Notes: I have decided that I will only take measurements on Mondays when I post my pictures. I think I will be happier with the results rather then doing them every day. I am proud of myself today. I worked out very hard and sweat so much with the sweat suit. I know I am going to be sore because I already am.Go Me!!

I am on my way to looking like this, and I won't stop till I get there!

Thinspration!

A little collage I put together of a few of the people that inspire me. I want to look like them. Ihope this can help you reach your goal in some small way.

Measurements Day 1(92 days to go)

Weight: 202.8
Goal Weight: 162.8
Maximan Colorie Intake: 1,000


Food Diary:


Breakfest:
Whole Wheat Biscut
1 small egg white
Total Calories: 187

Drink:
V8
Total Calories: 70

Snack:
Yogurt
Rice Cake(3)
Total Calories: 260

Dinner:
Whole Wheat Spaghetti w/Sauce/ no meat
Total Calories: 310

Total Daily Intake: 827 Calories

Measurements:
Waist- 46IN
Thighs- 28IN
Arms- 16IN
Breast- 44IN

Workout:
20Minutes with sweat bag. Boxing, Jumprope, Ab's

Notes: Today is the first day I have measured myself and I feel really nasty. I let myself get this bad off and its no ones fault but mine. I will shrink and I will lose 40lbs in 3months.

Three Months From Now

This is just going to be a personal way for me to track my weight loss and basically be a food diary for me to help me stay motivated. You are welcome to read if that's what you wish to do. I am a 19 year old female who has been struggling with my weight since I had my son at the age of 15.  My weight as of this evening is 210lbs. My goal weight is 140. On 9/26/11 I want to be at or under 170. This is going to be a large effort on my part. I am going to work my butt off and try to lose weight the healthy way. However, I am not sure how to do that. I suffer from bulimia and I am going to try to avoid my old "habits". I will make an entry each day on my weight, my exercises, and what I ate that day. This is for my personal use, but comments are welcome. I will also post a new picture each week to track my progress.