This Is Bullshit.(88 days)

Weight: 200. fucking 8
Goal Weight: 162.2
New Weight:199.6


  I am so fucking pissed this morning because of the fact that I gained .4lbs. What that fuck is that about? I mean really, I ate way less then I have been yesterday and I worked out for a little longer so I am completely baffled that I GAINED weight! How could this happen? I was doing so well. I thought that maybe it has to do with the large water I drank this morning, but even so that is really some bullshit. I wanted to see a number in the 100's today. I was sure I was going to see 199. It also could be a malfunction with my scale hopefully because it needs battery's. Who am I kidding? I am just making up excuses. I must have gotten on and off the scale 25 times hoping that the number would change. I picked up my(digital) scale and moved it around hoping it would change. It didn't. My stomach is growling and I am starving, but I refuse to eat anything today until that scale say 190-something. I don't care if its 199.9 that scale better change today if my body knows whats good for it. Also I wanted to clear something up. My ultimate goal weight is like 140-135, but I want to be at 162.2 88 days from now.

Edit: I just weighed myself again after a little while and it said 199.6. Hello 100's!!  I am so excited!

  On another note I want to say welcome to my new followers! I am glad to have you and I look forward to reading your blogs. I love to hear from my readers so go leave some Thinspirational Thoughts!

Lunch:
Whole wheat bagle
Cream cheese
1/2 Can Progresso Soup
Total Calories: 380

Dinner:  Spaghetti
Total Calories: 400

Daily Calories:780

XOXO-
Victoria